But I don't believe you baby You're not sorry

FIRST POST IN 2011!

2011-03-12T17:30:00.000-08:00

Hello!
I has been such a long time since I posted. Well, sec 3 life has been really really hectic for me, seriously, I prefer the times I had in sec 2, carefree and free of worries. Sec 3 life is like; homework, homework. I know this is like for our own good and stuff but we all need a break once in a while right? HA. Well, for common test this year.... I IMPROVED~! PTL! wELL, MY ENGLISH RESULTS fluctuated, but I am not going to leave it hanging I am going to strive hard to do better. I will begin with the end in mind. Remember jacinth, top ten percent of (na) in singapore. HAHAHAH. Sheesh. I seem to hate school even more. What's wrong with them and vulgarities? Well, whatever it is, I am in no position to comment, the only right thing that I do is.... don't follow them :) MAKE GOD HAPPY.
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee saturdays the most! It's the day when I can go to church and find rest in God from all troubles in the world. And it's the only place where I can fit in without putting on a fake mask. wELL, I have doing that for the past 2 years in my life, it wasn't a good feeling :/ Hmm. The thing that matters the most is that i am willing to make the change. I don't mind losing my friends and being alone as long as it makes God happy. I used to gossip and gossip with my friends, but later I realized that people hated me for having two faces. It's not a good thing. Even though I am usually alone during recces and stuff, I know God has a plan and purpose for this. I will walk by faith and not by sight :)

Help stamp out pollution- celan up your speech.

2010-10-23T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hello!

I have not been posting for a really long time, many things took place, some good, some bad. But i stilll have to thank God, because he didn't say that bad things wouldn't happen to me, but he said that he'll be with me, even to the ends of the earth:)

Whenever i log on to FB and see christians updating vulgar statuses, I think that its not right, i tell them but they think its alright to that because they are angry, but psalm 6;6 says in your anger do not sin. These days, i see more people being more vulgar, and that really hurts my heart to see how people around have me have changed from a innocent being to a being that i never imagined that person to be, well, there's nothing i can do but to pray and not to get influenced.

WELL WELL WELL, RHEMA!

2010-09-18T19:38:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was the day i had the biggest dilemma:/

In the morning, i had training, my coach was giving out the forms for the trip to the volleyball exchange trip to seoul, south korea. I went back home to ask my mum for her permission to go, but she said she had to ask my father blah blah blah...

When i was in church, i was thinking about the korea thing and the mission trip. When there was sermon, one of the verses caught my attention," Go, make disciples of all nations", and i figured out that what takes presidence isn't the trip but the mission for God, as in mymmar, there are many unsaved souls, many have yet to know the lord, and as for korea, i am not saying that it isn't important or anything but maybe there are many other chances in the future, but as for the mission trip, maybe it can't be delayed any longer as, thre longer i hold it back, the lesser the number of souls saved....

Hahah, so i have decided, mymmar first, korea in the future:) I shall stick to the faith that i have in God that he has something BETTER for me, i just have to wait, for the bible says for my plans for you are not prosper you but not to harm you, i shall learn to let go, and see what God can do with this life of mine!:)

od has something sooooooo much more better for ME! I just have to WAIT:)

2010-09-14T01:18:00.000-07:00

Hello!
I have decided, i don't have stick to things that don't appreciate my existence! I should just wait, because God has something so much better in store me, plans to prosper me but not to harm me:)
HEHE, my mum has allowed to go back to VB, once a week, inder the condition that i must still have the discipline to study after CCA. I am sure i can do that, all for the love of VB.:)
exam is in like 5 weeks, I AM GOING TO WORK HARD, i am not just talking empty talks or paying lip service, i mean it.

2010-09-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

HellO!
I have not been updating!):
Anyway, life has been good, had outing with cell on thursday!
Stella, bryson, caleb, derrick and wilson came! Hilarious! Joked about muah chee!

Hmm, had cell dinner then bradley and shavinn joined us!:)
byebye:)

There’s nothing like putting all our hope on a God who saves.

2010-09-07T03:26:00.001-07:00

HELLO.
A miracle happened today, and i am so thankful!:))))
As you all know, i have been diagnosed as asthmatic and one of my kineys was always bigger than the other since i was born.
After 14 years of suffering, ordeal, monthly checkups and uncountable visits to the hospital, i have got the greatest news this year, and i know there is nothing better than this; it is that, my kidneys are back to normal and the annual visitations to the hospital are not necessary anymore!
AMEN! This is a MIRACLE.
Thank you, God. I know without you, this might not be possible.You have come into many areas of my life to show me how much you love me, through the dark times and good times. I realized how much you love me so as to send your only son into this world, not to condemn the world, but the world might just be saved.
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

Thy word is lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path

2010-09-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hello.
I guess from my title so will roughly guess what i am talking about.
I will like to share about a simple testimony that happened last year when a was on a two week holiday in Australia

It all started on the first weekend of the holiday, when my family and i went to the Burberry farm with my aunt's family who were expatriates in Australia.
Well, there was a 3day 2 night policy in the farm stay meaning that, the minimum days that you can stay in the farm is 3d2n. Well, my aunt's family could only stay with us fro the first night as she had to go off on Sunday night to prepare for work the next day, so we had to drive a 4hour trip back to the city by ourselves- a family who had barely stayed in Australia for a week. My family was praying real hard as Australia was a big country and it was very easy to get lost, so we prayed for the lord to be our guide throughout the 4 hours we were going to encounter the next day. So we said out prayers. My father whipped out a Singaporean dinner and made full use of our resources as we were all sick and tired of bread bread bread. There was no gas in the house thus we had to settle for match sticks, by the grace of God, we had a piping hot dish of hor fun.
Soon, we began our family time, kept ourselves occupied with the tv and magazines and prayed hard for the trip tomorrow. As you all know, in Australia the day is very short thus by around 5 it would be all dark. We were sleeping in an apartment with everything made out wood, super cool!
When i went outside for some fresh air, it was pitch dark, i could hear owls hooting, something that i could not hear in singapore. Soon, it was time to hit the sacks. My 2 sisters and i were super scared as the surrounding was very cold (15 degrees) and there was not a single sound. My sister asked me to play christian music to ease our souls, and when i turned on the christian music to full blast, i felt a sense of comfort, as if the lord was with me. In less than 15 minutes i fell asleep peacefully.

The next morning, we prepared for the 4 hour trip we were going to encounter. We all prayed real hard. But the worse thing was my father was sick and he was the only" experienced" driver around, my mum prayed for him and wee got on to our aunt's car(she had 2) and set off armed with the map of australia, we started the 4 hours road trip home, the first few parts of the journey, we were rather unsure of where to go, so we stopped to ask a few kind passer- bys, by the grace of God, we gave us kind passer bys that gave us the right direction home, on the way home, i saw the beautiful creations that God had created and i was thankful for that. Soon, my father was tired, so we stopped by a petrol station to fill the tanks, go to restrooms, and ate at a fast food resaurant. My father was energized by a cup of coffee but he was still fecerish. With still about 29 km home, we drove home with no hiccups:) And my father recovered!:) And after that, we still had time to go to the beach, enjoy ourselves with our cousin! Myfather said he saw seals and dolphins jumping out of the vast ocean, something that he couldn't see in Singapore and the sunset in Australia us beautiful:)

From this experience, i learn that" i can do all things through christ who gives me strength and through him nothing is impossible. And most of all, i learn that whenever we feel lost or scared, just remember that the lord is ALWAYS with us, no matter which county we are at!;D

i love you , GOD!

You are my pillar of strength:D

2010-09-03T01:29:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Don't you just hate it when you assume things and get false alarms and in the end you feel so belargh as if you wwent through all the BIG HOOOHAAA, for nothing.
Hhahah, that's what i went through this week, and i guess its a lesson learn; don't ever ever assume things until you have evidence...:)

Hmm, i just read a note in facebook, its the trend about teenageers being a "fake"chrstian these days. I reall y wonder, sometime i fail to live my life as a chrsitian, but yet my God is still ever forgiving. I WANT EVERYONE THAT I KNOW TO KNOW GOD.:)
Hmm, pray, because praying is like talking to God.
Well, i am encouraged by what i saw in my christian organiser today...
"..................... And my strength is made perfect in weakness".
Maybe this goes to show that, when i weak, God is strong in me. THAT'S WHY WITH HIM, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.:)

tOODLES!:)

I am restored, i AM redeemed

2010-08-30T21:22:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Yesterday, our class had care and share, we sold handmade flowers(shimin is super talented) and oreos. I was rather put off by what that stupis imbecile(yz) siad about me, i don't know what's his problem, but i shall forgibe and forget abd calm down. My friends said to him," eh jacinth frien, buy leh", he was like woah piang eh, jacinth friend".-.- I wanted to go up to hum and slap his face and scold all the vulgarities, but i suddenly remembered, pslam 4:4' In your anger, do not sin". Well, i don't really care anymore, i don't need to care and waste my time on a person like him.

Hmm, then Daryl patronized my stall with augustine and wei yong, then i told daryl to buy all, sice he had 5 dollars, then he say just give me all, don't kp me, just kidding. Then the stupid wei yong say what i talk so loud then i chase all the customers away -.-

hahha, i am off now.

Why i worship God?

2010-08-23T00:50:00.001-07:00

I had the sudden urge to post about this because i saw a video in you tube that this person made to tell people why he worships God. And this is somehow aligned with what happened in school. My teacher was on the general topic: Super Volcanoes, we talked about how its going to abrupt anytime soon, then it came to the topic about :2012. When he asked us," how many of yuo believe in 2012?" Quite a meager number raised their hands, others thought it was a good thing because if the world really ended, we wouldn't have to go through all the trouble of taking o' levels. I was thinking to myself," Nah, i don't believe in this stuff, if God wants me somewhere, i will go, because i trust him:)".
Another subject my teacher raised was the the subject about ghost my teacher said it was BULLSHIT, I WAS LIKE YEAH!
My friend said," how can you say this type of things its the 7 month you know?" I was like who cares about that, greater is he in us than he is in the world>" Anyway i shall get back the topic:

WHY I WORSHIP GOD?
I worship God not because, i want to show off that i am a christian
not because i am obliged to
not because i am forced to but i worship God because he first loved me:)

Why i worship God?

2010-08-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

Forgive and forget

2010-08-12T23:52:00.002-07:00

Sometimes people just say things so as to please you, or they compliment you so as to give you the idea that they are your "friends". But sometimes we are so blinded by this that we forget that we will be hurt by their words, sooner or later, its just a matter of time...
Hmm, today i found out some things that well, revealed that sometimes the people that say that they love you, are ones that actually hate you the most... Well the person actually said," Look at her, she's shorter than me, yet she is fatter than me." To that person: Being underweight isn't a good thing either, so just stop picking on people's flaws, because even if you pick on their flaws, it doesn't make you any greater. So what id i am heavier than you while you are taller than me? There is no prize given for that and besides i join a sports CCA and i excercise thrice a week! I am fat?! Please. Being heavier than you doesn't mean that have more body fats than you. It just means that i have heavier bones and muscles!-.-

Well, i should just stop brooding over what you said and just FORGIVE you, Because that's what christians do, but i am no pushover...

KAH SHENG TOLD ME THIS:. Seek the Lord and ask for forgiveness from God and ask God to help you forgive the person. As it is said "But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins." (Matth...ew 6:15)
You can give all your justification why you shouldn't forgive him/her like for example "she/he did this what! she/he like #**$#" You can say all these but if you are unwilling to forgive, God will not forgive you. It's only you learn open up your heart to God and the person, to show grace and forgiveness, then God will work through you. And that's where you LIVE LOUD as a Christian in this world.

Well. you are forgiven:)

Forgive and forget

2010-08-12T23:52:00.001-07:00

Tough timed never last, but tough people do

2010-08-12T00:49:00.002-07:00

Life's like a roller coaster, it has its ups, it has its downs. And i guess this is the reality i have to accept. There are two sides to the term," friends" one is permanent, the other is temporary.
Well, in life there are many types of friends but the two terms mentioned are the more common ones....

Hhahah, i don't care anymore!:D
I am free of worries because everything is in God's hands!
Anyway, every body's hot topic for this month is: Hingry Ghost festival"
But hey!, why should we christians be so superstitious, because the bible says," Greater is he is us(God) than he(devil) is in the world!:)

Tough timed never last, but tough people do

2010-08-12T00:49:00.001-07:00

2010-08-12T00:44:00.001-07:00

Change is hard; you fight to hold on, you fight to let go

2010-08-09T02:28:00.002-07:00

Hmm,
I guess you can see from the title about how im feeling now.
I'm over it.
I don't care.
I need someone to talk to, like seriously.
Help!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like so pissed now.
ERGH.
Last week, i lost one, this week i lost another.
What kind of #@%^^$^&$%# is this!
How about this week?
i am going to lose myself?
What's wrong with my life? Everything had to come to an abrupt ending when everything was going on perfectly fine
God, i don't know what has happened.
I know this is all your part of your plan. As the bible says you have plans to prosper me but not to harm me. I am trying my very best not to doubt you but it seems, outright impossible.
I am saying a prayer now. I hope that you 'll hear me.
Okay, i am done!
I am enlightened. I know that through you NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE YOU ARE MY STRENGTH, BECAUSE I KNOW WHEN I AM WEAK, I KNOW YOU ARE STRONG IN ME:)

Change is hard; you fight to hold on, you fight to let go

2010-08-09T02:28:00.001-07:00

Attack and counterattack!

2010-08-07T18:13:00.002-07:00

Hello!
Yesterday's sermon was themed," attack and counterattack" something that i needed to solve my problems about facing temptations etc. I found out that its not Go'd fault that we get into trouble when we give in to temptations! WE CANNOT PUSH THE BLAME.

Hmm, after sermon, we had cell:) its was a short and sweet one. But im not used to it!
hHAHAHA, after that i, belicia and cAleb Chilled in the kindness room, we played chapteh with this hairy thing,hahahah! nThen i played iwth caleb's electric guitar, very heavy and very cool!
Hhahahha, then Later FOOLZ 2 suddenly say,"elle likes caleb" woah, then caleb come back into his room, his was like a bit blushing, then when i walked past FOOLZ2 elle showed me the black face, i told Caleb, you see la, all your fault! Then he show me the classic face, make me want to laugh sia!!!!!!!
Hhaha, after that together with Sheena, Issac, Belicia,Joyce,Caleb,Elle,Keith and many others went to play soccer!BLAH.BLAH.BLAH~

I take the initiative to text you, you didn't even bother to reply.
I texted again to remind you to reply me?Did you?(and this is not the first time)
Oh i forgot, my name only appears on you when you need me.
What kind of best best best best best best best friend are you?
I am starting to have my reservations again.
You talk but with no action.
You take the initiative to text me only when you face troubles, i give you long long texts of condolences.
But when i tell you my troubles, you just give me one short text of encouragement or some sweet talk.
I don't know if i am too sensitive or whatever.
I don't know if your compliments are from your heart or you just say for the sake of saying.
Look, i am done trying.
I keep on doing things for you that you don't even appreciate!
I think YOU should save our friendship before its too late you fool.
I will also pray to God that he will open up those eyes of yours to see what I'm doing for you!
ergh,

CTs are coming, and i am going to use this 2 weeks to MUG HARD~BYE~

Attack and counterattack!

2010-08-07T18:13:00.001-07:00

Prayer to heaven

2010-08-02T02:32:00.001-07:00

I can't find the motivation to study.
I can't find the earnesty to learn.
I can't find my ownself.
I can't find the"me" i was last year.
I can't find where i stand in people's lives.
I am lost.

Dear lord, even as i list down the things that seem to be missing in my life. I pray that you'll help me find them before my life gets any worse. I don't understand why is my life so difficult in school when my life on usual saturdays seem to 100 times better): I don't bear any grudge against my school or anything, its just hard to be the odd one out, out of the people like act the same way.
When they speak profanities, i seem to be affected by it and i started saying it too.
Lord, as i end this post now, I am praying with all my heart, soul and strength for you to make a difference in my life, i will also try my best to change for the better. I know change doesn't take place overnight, but i will, because NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
I love you lord:)

Things come and go, you can't expect them to remain the same forever

2010-07-30T22:10:00.001-07:00

Hello.
So many things have happened over the past week. I lose some, i gained some.
I lost the only person i could confide in, i lost the person who i trusted the most, most of all, i lost a very good friend.
Hahha, I didn't really 'lose" her but perhaps she has gone back to her old life:)
I'm ready to accept changes, but it all happened way too fast, just by the blink of an eye. Well, i can't expect myself to stick to the old ways forever. the world is ever changing, people come and people go.
C'mon jacinth, pinch yourself. In this world, there is no such thing as" Everlasting", only God's love is. :) So.... I'll just go with the flow.
You can't come to me as and when you please, you can't ditch me as and when you please. i'm not a playtoy you can play with, i have feelings too. Just stop it. its not benefiting me or you. Both parties will end up getting hurt. Hahahha, BUT its through these trials and tribulations that make me stronger on the inside.

Hahhah, I'M FINE NOW!:) gOING CHURCH SOON!:) Today is Be Our Guest:) And today HANDS is having ice cream!Yay!:)

Things come and go, you can't expect them to remain the same forever

2010-07-30T22:10:00.000-07:00

2010-07-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hello.
VB training was SUPER FUN today:)))))))) Hehhe!
This week has been an really eventful week full of ups and downs. But i guess its through these ups and downs that make me stronger on the inside.

After the june holidays. after retreat. after pierce. I felt that my life that took at 180 degrees turn, for the better. I felt that i could forgive people more easily, i'm able to know the rights and wrongs in life and stand up for it. God has really, seriously, changed me. I 'm no longer the violent, selfish and unforgiving girl i used to be 2 months ago. I AM REALLY REALLY GLAD THAT I WENT FOR RETREAT AND YOUTH CAMP. I don't want to just stop here, i want to change in other aspects of my life:) Hahaha, but for change to take place, it takes an awful lot of determination+ want:)

Hahahah, there's no sch tmr~
Sleeping late today.NIGHTS!

2010-07-17T19:36:00.000-07:00

Hello!
It's been a LONG time since i posted):
Hmm, many things have been going on in school. Some good but mostly bad. I'm so glad that i had someone to pour out my sorrows to; brother joey. Hey youth leader, thanks for those really uplifting messages from FB, it really helped and it took a load off my back! You taught me not to covet comments about being pretty and etc because being covetous isn't biblical. I should be glad that i am not disfigured, im healthy, i'm in a wonderful youth group,i'm in a happy family and most of all i have a God ehose love for me is everlasting. And you taught me that no one can stop me from doing what's right! I should just follow what the holy spirit prompts me to do and din't let my head, rule my heart:)

YOUTH SERVICE ROCKED.
hahahaha, something really really funny happened during sermon. Because the preacher wanted 7 volunteers, then stella said," GO BRYSON!" The preacher heard of it as,"no present" So she said,' oh sorry, i got no presents to give'-.- WOAH, I LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH ACHE!
Hahahah, after sermon was brother kunjie's birthday bash, hahaha, he kenna taupoked! A LOT OF PPL WENT ON TOP OF HIM, I CAN FEEL THE EXCRUCIATING PAIN THAT HE FELT WHEN ISSAC SOH SUDDENLY JUMPED ON HIM!wow!
Later, we had combined cell with IGKNIGHTS, very funny! We did truth and dare and bryson revealed hid darkest secret,"heheheh" and suddenly bro kun came in dressed like a passar malam uncle(or even worse) hahah, then junliang and Henderson gate crash every cell to sing happy birthday hahahah!lol lATER WE HAD ALOT OF LAUGHS, I LAUGH UNTIL GOT SORE THROAT! hAHHAHAH!
Then wait for elle's cell to end to have dinner!Waited for like 20 mins?Because their cell was like goinig bananas! Every minute,"hahahahh!" *stop* hahahhaha *stop* hahahah! Then i saw that daniel,(okay, i'm not scared of him anymore) anyway, i wanted to be friendly so i said,"hiiiiii!" Then he said in a angmoh accent,' Good afternoon" I was thinking to myself," wow, look at the why its so dark since when did afternoon become night.LOL. And i was laughing at his accent. Okay-.- ANYWAY, i said," uh, you very lameleh." Then he said," dui bu qi" in some ah neh neh accent!
Okay, dinner with stella, belicia, joyce adn jolene.
Homed at 9.15! Cell dinner next wk!:)

2010-07-09T01:56:00.000-07:00

Seriously, the previous post ain't referring to anyone. I'm just practicing and writing from my point of view of a bully victim:)

2010-07-09T01:37:00.000-07:00

Yes, i agree you are a beautiful person, in terms of looks, i totally agree.
But, are you beautiful on the inside too? That's not for me to judge, its for you to do some self reflection...
To be frank, i'm not as beautiful as you, i'm not as talented at you. My studies are on the borderline while yours soar sky high. You have both looks and books. But i'm not jealous.
Because when we die, we cannot take our looks or books with us. We only can take our hearts with us to face God in heaven.
So i don't really care two hoots about looks but i care more about what's on the inside, the heart.
I 'm trying to be a girl's after God's own heart, its hard at times because sometimes temptations are just too hard to resist. But after doing a particular thing, i feel really bad... and i guess for you, i think you are rejoicing over your so called"victory" Sometimes i wonder, what's your heart made of? Steel? So sturdy that no matter how evil your deeds are, you just take it in your stride. Well, that's not for me to judge, I'll leave God to do that when the day of judgement comes. But i'm not saying here that i'm miss perfect so something, yes, i do do things that might hurt God's heart once in a while, but my God is ever forgiving. And after doing that particular deed,i'll try my best to repent. You might be thinking in your heart now," YEAH YEAH YEAH, bragging away. What kind of God do you believe in that is ever so forgiving" Well, let me tell you this, My God is the one who saves, the one who was crucified on the cross to wash away all our sins, including ours and mine. I'm sure you can find no greater love in the world, not ever in your lifetime.
Well, i had enough. There is a limit to my patience. I HAD ENOUGH. This is it. No more doggy business, No more hurting. Go and find another person to hurt because i had enough.
Do some soul searching, maybe i was wrong from the start to have trusted you, followed you, getting teased by you....

(P.s this ain't referring to anyone, i'm just making an analogy of a victim of bully)

2010-06-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
I'm here to post about PIERCE!
it rocked! SABATONS FTW. (F.Y.I sabatons is an defensive armour)
Met up with people at church :) divided into groups from then ):
lalala, THE GAMES ROCKED. lIKE CHICKY BOWLING, ANDREA FELL):
Met alot of new friends e.g evangeline, carrissa, cheryl, brendan, keith(cheena piang), bradley, uncle jon and Ivan :D
Ian is very friendly, i say hi then he'll be like hi jacinth-a -.-
hahah!
2nd night of youth camp sort of SUCKED.But aft hearing AH PEK joey speak, i understood. He planned the midnight workout to let us show unity, not only in the good times but in the bad times too! ^ ^ Because if he never do it then, he might never have the chance to speak to us about UNITY in r-age again ): So let's just say he was seizing the right oppurtunity :) When we were doing the workout, i sort of survived because that's how vb training is like ^ ^ But it was like NS training, the KNIGHTS were like shouting! like those lieutenants we see in army shows ): but we all had the willpower to go on because shavinn and tiffany kept on ENOURAGING us with words like,"c'mon guys, we can do this".
I made a huge step into PRAYING FOR FRIENDS.
I PRAYED FOR BELICIA, when i was praying fro her i could feel the holy spirit in me :)))))
I don't want all this things to stop just because youth camp has ended i want it to continue throughout my walk with God:)
I shall end this post with a note to all in R-age and readers:
BE A BARNEY :)

2010-06-06T01:10:00.000-07:00

Hellllllo!
MY HOLIDAYS ARE STARTING TO ROCK.
Grace retreat tomorrow! Excited fro it, because i want to see my life TRANSFORMED and CHANGED, after retreat. Like what ps. Zane anderson said" i was challenged and i was changed"
WOOOTTTTS! ballet results were released today and guess what? I HAVE IMPROVED DRASTICALLY! aahaha! PRAISE THE LORD.
Happy as a lark now. YOUTH CAMP SOON! Looking real FORWARD TO IT.
oh oh oh, and MY ENGLISH IS IMPROVING BY LEAPS AND BOUNDS. Soon, i will be back on track to achieve my goal. ::))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I must seriously refrain myself from seeing any bad english. If not it will be all back to square one ):
HAHAH. that's all.
BYEBYE :)

2010-05-29T18:09:00.000-07:00

Helllllooooooo,
sorry if i haven't linked you guys who asked me to be linked, i am really lazy
well, summary of vesak day. FOOD EXPO-->HOME-->VIVO.
@VIVO i bought brazillano praia slippers($49) but since it was GSS half price for second item purchased. My sister bought the rainbow ones while i bought purple ones, very pretty. heehee, my sister needs to pay my mom back, while i don't because of my drastic improvements in MYE :)
bought FOX shirt, i like the design and the distinct colours :) I'm very happy with what i bought :D, even some kids around me get more stuff on a typical shopping trip, i'm contented with what i have. Because, so what if you have all the riches in the world and you are not happy and sick. In this world, money takes precedence over happiness and health. But, i think otherwise. What i really need in my life is : God, friends and a happy family. I don't care people have like laptops, MP3 players etc. Yes, i will be jealous once in a while. But come to think of it, i'm considered very lucky already, think about the people who are living in poverty, they don't even have to money to provide for themselves. :( In this world, money is the root of all evil. So i'm not going to let money rule my life but i will let God rule it, for he has plans to prosper me not harm me :D
CHURCH RETREAT SOON, YOUTH CAMP AND TRAININGS~! WOOTSS! But in the midst of all this, i must not neglect my holiday homework :)
That's all
bye

2010-05-15T18:02:00.000-07:00

whoosh! Time flies.
Exams are over and holidays are starting.
Hmm, i really hope that during this year's retreat, God will speak to me :D
My life needs some change, seriously.
Hmm.
CHURCH YESTERDAY ROCKED.
I met cellmates at bus stop.
Service. Time of worship, felt the spirit of God in the service hall.
Sermon. Haha, it was about the heart of the giver. Since, it was sacrifice weekend the following week.
It was about giving with a cheerful heart, cause God loves a cheerful giver :)
Pastor Ronald told us a story about giving everything he had, so i have decided 100 dollars for church :)
Had workshop, i laughed alot man. I and stella look bryson's(oh i mean crypon) stapler without his know ledge :P
haha. there was cockroach on Stella"s paper. then when she flicked it , it landed on my leg. I WAS LIKE SO SHOCKED. the next moment, i was laughing like nobody's business.OMG.
Then joel, go poke her neck with the pencil, then she screamed cause she thought it was a cockroach.JOKER. hAHA. Then daniel said what, must have table manners during communion. hahahahaah.
so funny, ahah.
Went home with Jessica aft church. BULLDOG :P(inside joke)
hehe, anyway. Daniel and i are organizing movie to watch shrek the final chapter and we are making it a ex cell outing :) Hopelets, please tag if you want to come, thanks.

2010-05-07T17:28:00.000-07:00

Hi,.
Life hasn't been what i expected. It;s full of ups and downs. But i know it's all part of God's plan for me?
Sometimes i wonder, if God can put my friends in a more "christian" kind of environment.
From e.g, yesterday when my friends and i went to " precious thoughts" yesterday, the moment i stepped into the shop, i could feel God's presence in it. It felt like God was prompting me to do something, something as to share the gospel...
I prayed to God, "oh God, please help me."
I whispered a quiet amen.
I saw God's work taking place :D
Cause with God all things are possible !
Lalala, wedding bells have rung for mr li!
Hahah, going to his wedding at chirch this afternoon:)
Bye (:

2010-04-23T02:30:00.000-07:00

Hi.
Had an AWESOME day today(:
LESSONS.LESSONS.LESSONS. \
And can you believe i studied for chem test?
I sailed through chemistry test ;D
After school played volleyball with Agnes, weiqi , Brian and ping wei.
Was having loads of fun.
Until pinwei accidentally hit Ralph's head with the volleyball, then Ralph not happy pin wei never say sorry. So Augustine help him"revenge" my throwing water bottle, it almost hit me.
So i and Agnes asked Augustine and ligo if they were alright , then they smiled and said yes.
HAHAH, then brian go spike pinwei's hand, the middle finger very swollen sia.
Dnt.LALALA, volleyball with jessica , agnes and weqi. Jessica keep on calling me hippo-.-
haha, took video of c' boys doing some retarded actions, i was laughing my ass off.
HAHAH, then everybody stared at me!
LOL.
Pizza hut, then we had to go back to school because of weiCHICKEN. Went to art room to get book from BH, stupuid jia xiang and aaron say i come art room to ehack them!
Hahha, WALKED TO 975 bus stop!
Home at4.

2010-04-17T17:51:00.000-07:00

Hi.
Had church yesterday.
LOVED" facebook with the newbies".
Talked about Stephen being stoned to death by people but he still forgave them.
I guess this sermon taught me on how to be forgiving , no matter what the other party does. I guess i should forgive the thief of my phone, and the thief, if you are reading my blog, " Just return it, i have already forgiven you , i bear no grudges against you and i will not make this matter big.)
After service had " get rooted " workshop, stupid Daniel come make me ,wlao.HAHAH.
The workshop gave me a new perspective on what christian life is about, and how our God can be scientific too!(; He discovered that the earth was ROUND, many many years before scientists did. And if Christopher Columbus read the bible, he would know that the earth is round and need not have the fear of dropping into outer space as the thought the earth was square. And the bible was like written how many thousands of years ago.
After workshop, had bonding with Stella.
Home.

2010-04-10T18:01:00.000-07:00

Hi.
My life has been great, as usual, except for some minor changes that i think i'll be able to cope.
Training.Training.Training. on Saturday. Not tiring, but the first part if it sucked.
The coach only gave us like 1 hour before we have water break .
Training was the same , as usual.
With us playing Volleyball at the other court. While other played match.
After training, went to eat at mac's.
Saw NZ people. Didn't really bother about them though.
Rushed home to prepare for church.
Had a time of praise of worship, wanted to sing along but throat was not really well on that day.
Had sermon,"facebook with the newbies". Wlao, stupid Benedict keep on kicking me and Elle's chair so childish sia.
Then the daniel another one, keep on shouting out of the blue.
Had cell, i 'm beggining to love it!
laughter about bryson(oh i mean crypon) BEING GAY .
And Caleb being sleepy and Stella's laughter!
hahah.
Had ice cream after cell, so cool la, we had secret recipe, hands copyrighted.
Daniel and Rafael came to eat too.
Went home.
On the way home , chanced upon Gerald.
Homed at 7.30.

2010-04-01T23:08:00.000-07:00

Hi.
Changes yesterday, from now i'm officially a 'b girl of BPVB, but my heart's still in"c girls".
Hai.
Reccess, talked to tifany , debbie and wei qi. Staring.
Training, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
rAN 3.6 KM, I SWEAR I ALMOST DIED.
While running halfway yizhe came beside me and said, da bian xiao bian, lao sai shee , shee.
wlao, i want to pee still want to sing this type of song to me! LOL
hahah. 3.6 km , 18 min plus.
'tWlao , i don't know how, ryan and yi zhe run sia.
16 minutes, daryl another one. run so fast.
OKOK. Bye!

2010-03-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

Hi.
I just read a quote from this person's tumblr.
It really carries alot of meaning, and after reading it . I have decided to let go of everything, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be , no use . Expecting and demanding it to happen. Cause everything's in God's hands.
As a result of yesterday's spiking, i have once again sprain my back. The pain is excruciating, what i would like to call, TAK BOLEH TAHAN.
My spiking and foot steps CMI, always go behind the ball.
Anyway, i'm looking forward to today's SPECIAL sermon, " What's yout next move?"
As there are many questions in my life that are left unanswered and i really need an answer from God.
And my walk with God is __________ , but i'll hang on, cause there's a light at every and of a tunnel(:
I will be writing lesser of personal stuff noe, now that i have a book/ website that is private and i can pour out mt feelings there.
I don't why i always seem to get people in trouble . Anyway, sorry 2b and getting enqi for getting you all in "trouble" it was unintentional.
I'm sorry to other people whom i gave sucky attitude to the past week.
This week hasn't really been my week, I faced alot of problems but i know that God's in control.
Hmmm, ballet exam this coming Monday, i 'm not coming to school during the day, but i'll be in school for training. i"m just praying that i will not injure my self this two days and pray that i will do my best for the exam. Do my best and God will do the rest(:
Love, Jacinth .

2010-03-19T22:13:00.001-07:00

Hello(:
Had volleyball training on friday , very vigorous one indeed, 4 hours
Did weight lifting, super tiring, as a result i have aching neck and muscles today.
While we were doing weight lifting the 'c boys (2010) including DSAs were playing friendly .
I'm super proud of my disciple, jonas ng jing xun:D
His receiving managed to have contact and he managed to serve OVER:0
After that, it was us girls to have fun, today i was very 'on' my receiving has conatct and i managed to save all the balls very nicely(BHB) o.o
After that, went to eat AT PIZZA HUT .
Went to meet up with cell to play games, so fun .
Hahaha, cool! So fun.
Went to grand's house and went to watch a show .
That's all , byebye(:

2010-03-12T15:47:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Had sports carnival yesterday, kinda boring though .
Played soccer super boring -.-
Watched 5b play volleyball, why do all guys have no problem doing service?
And they are just naturally good at it .
After that, i don't know why out of the blue i felt sad .
Thank you to the people who showed me concern(:
After school, meet up with wei qi and soo sian .
Something happened that made my mood very happy :D
Weiqi, soo sian and i walked to lot, i and soosian were noticing changes in weiqi's mood.Hahah, she takes 20 secs to change a mood .LOL.
Ate at macs, talked about frogs .LOL
Walked around, we decided to buy something in common :D
bus-ed back to school
Had training .
Hahaha, yizhe's aiming so pro sia, can aim at frogs so easily, tak boleh tahan(:
Teamed up with Daryl , Yizhe and gram for team games ):
The only girl there .
Wlao, i keep on missing the ball sia, then like everything my fault -.-
I think i was the only girl there that's why .
Stupid yizhe keep on saying i tak bolah tahan -.-Anyway, when we played Vb, at least there was a rally, when the ball served over, i received it, Daryl set it and yi zhe spiked it . But gram did not do anything :p
Suddenly, i felt like c*******, cause everytime i miss the ball "they" blame me -.-
But i just ren chu, hahahah.
Happy again(:
Then i sprained my back while spiking super pain, daryl still want say god bless you ,LOL
Hahah, thanks(:
the pain subsided after awhile .
Then i rested, i talk to Agnes then Daryl say don't be light bulb , to see them(agnes and jamien) pa tuo .LOL
i and soo sian not happy cause someone snatched our darling away.
Homed at 7.30, soo sian text me hahah, found out some "interesting" things from her. hAPPY!
P.S i 'm not friends with Daryl, yet .
Bye bye :D

2010-03-09T23:13:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Feeling alright the past 3 days, it has been great!(:

I can't wait for Thursday, cause that's the day i see soo sian and wei qi. And soo sian 's going to tell me exciting stories tomorrow(: , oh i am going to hate training if it''s going to be outdoors.
Byebye(:

This is the sound of the redeemed.

2010-03-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

Hello(:

Had a bad day today. But who cares?

God's in control. Staying positive here;D

Forgive and forget.

And thank you Jonas for reminding me, despite the bad things i faced today, jesus suffered it

worst, but there was not a word of complain from him, hey although you have back slide-ed, i am glad you didn't forget what you have learnt ;D

Trying to Forgive and Forget;D

Today's training sucked, the sun was so sweltering , the rays were like stinging my skin. Still

we had to do receiving 50 times? I told wei qi that i will pour the whole washing machine on me LOL, what was i talking.

Had break and pour loads of cold water on my face, then was under the freaking hot sun again. Hai, suddenly i and weiqi felt very breathless.

Hai, due to the dusty environment and the sudden change of temperature.

Hahahah.

Had "match" with b boys . YAY! I , soo sian and wei qi thrashed them!

And i and weiqi kept on saying ," you iddioooot"

Hahhaha, 3 d Vocab, "niao"., f off and you idiooot">

HAHAHAH.

ilove weiqi and soo sian man!

Byebye(:

2010-02-27T17:15:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
i am a happy girl now.

Cause somebody had the courage to own up to his/her mistakes and apologized.

Like the saying" sorry seems to be the hardest word"But the word sorry, makes a really big difference;D

Had sermon yesterday, entitled,"i love you"

So sool, talks about how us girls should treat guys,vice versa.
Alot of things came to my mind...

Thanks Daniel , for persuading me to forgive and forget, although it's hard.
In this way, i 'm demonstrating God's love(:

Had cell, hahah, bryson wears fake puma LOL.

Celebrated Gonggong 's birthday.

Nothing much.

Take a look at this.:

2010-02-26T16:58:00.000-08:00

It has been a roller coaster week.
Shan't really talk about it. SUCKED.
-bye-

2010-02-12T16:36:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
After much pondering i decided to go further into details about what happened yesterday.
Had CNY celebrations, concert was okay. Went to toss"yu sheng", went back to class to have break for an hour.
Then Brenda, went to 06 to find ryan, he and daryl came down to find me.
Talked, shouted and whacked,LOL.
Had operation orange.Went to 3rd floor to give out oranges with IPW group.
When we went to give out oranges, there was this particular household who had a family pet, a pug(a breed of a dog), with big bulgy eyes, so adorable(:
Weiching and i were talking about how the cute the dog looked.
After operation orange, went back to school with olivia.
Meet up with the rest, had lunch at 7-eleven.
C' girls(main team) came, i did something super embarrassing, went i was talking i accidentally let out a super loud burp( excuse me), there was a guy there too.SO EMBARRASING!(Oh am i starting to sound like auntie lucy?)Played number game, very funny. I , jodie, debbie and tiffany keep on saying the same number, at the same time.
Played it with yizhe, play until halfway then stop, then i ask him to continue the game , then he said no, i have won already, you just don't want to admit it . Hey, that was not the case okay?
Went hua yi to see competition, didn't get to see my cousin.
Saw match, c' girls lost to nanyang(it's alright), saw yizhe's ex , she's pretty.
Saw match, talked to ian, oh gosh, he knows who's elvin lim, shocked.
We were talking about how gay ian's voice is,LOL, Hahahha, he claims he has a manly side to his voice lol.
Stupid daryl, keep on passing racist remarks about chcolate, keep telling me"ryan's lover)
Ryan's ass block me from seeing the match, just because he is ball picker.
Then , i saw my things being flunked around, annoying guys, OMG yizhe's laugh is contagious.
Hai.
Went back to school feeling half hearted cause, the b' girls won and the c' girls lost.
Was seating the seat facing the boy's bus, then saw tze sian and ryan. Hmm, they pointed middle finger at me, i only pointed one, cause i was texting with the other hand.
Debbie so cute !
Went back to school played ball, annoying b' boys take asyiqin and co. ball.
Played bball with them, obviously, us the girls lost, cause we were the shorter the lot, and there were more boys than girls.
Went home with asyiqin.
Talked, i really enjoy taking lrt rides with her ;D
Homed at 6.

2010-02-12T03:19:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Went to watch match, was rather OKAY.
Shall not go further into details.
Byebye

2010-02-07T00:49:00.000-08:00

Today,

Had CNY event at church, cool. Had"r-age's top tiger " , very cool. I LOVE R-AGE! (:

HAHAHAH, then we had yusheng, then elle eat the biscuit then drop on joey asher's hand, wlao,
joey's reaction very funny.HAHAHAH

Daniel helped me punch justin, but the stupid justin still so hao lian .HAI.

I just hope that when i return to school tomorrow i won 't hear,'Ryan's lover" coming out from daryl chai's mouth.

Grace 1 @ tanglin , is going through a makeover , so pretty. The church's going to look great.Love the facilities too! Let's just hope that the makeover will be success, through God's grace(:

2010-02-05T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Had an okay day. Came to school with the word" Ryan's lover, Ryan's girlfriend " ringing in my head. I mean like what's wrong with saying hi? Lol, does saying hi mean i like him?LOL. Funny , sia. Went to ryan's class say sorry, hai whatever i regretted doing that.
The stupid Daryl keep in saying Ryan , Ryan ,Ryan during recess and after school.
After school had volleyball, fryaz,Ryan, Daryl and yi zhe keep on de-siao me .HAHAHAH. yi zhe is very very funny.
Anyway, this is to ryan, your Vb skills are very good but it doesnt give you the right to say me right. And to daryl, i don't like ryan, i repeat, i dont'.HaHAHAH, today weiqi hit me and soo sian's boobs then she caught by coach,LOL.
Hate this day. ttm, but i will rejoice in it(:

2010-01-31T05:01:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Had service. Sermon Rocked, Bro joey preaching's good(:
Had mass cell so cool(: Sat as a cell, then issac soh behind me, oh gosh he's gaying with caleb whose beside me. Cause we need to tick which 5 love languages suit us the best, then got one box say "i need to be touched" everyday, then wilson caleb and issac think sick. Then issac keep in molaesting caleb's leg yucks.Anyway got CNY clebration nest week at R-age. Each cell had to dress each member like something associated with tiger, LOL.Then our cell had to dress someone up as tiger woods.
Homed at 7, when to queensway to buy school shoe and wallet. Bought converse shoe with purple linings, very pretty, but i preferred my previous one, shining beads with the peace sign everybody loved even i thought so , but they didn't sell it anymore.Bought billabong wallet, went labrador park, walk walk
Home at 11.

2010-01-29T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hello,
What an eventful week,Life took a turn for the worse, BUT it's all part of God's plan. Cristine, cheer up okay? Don't give up cause " the joy of the lord is your strength".
Anyway has VB training , wlao everybody wore " we love VB " t- shirt except me.
Played vb before training, hahah, the ball keep in rolling to jiaen there then he go kick until so far when we were just so near him, then liyana said,is he trying to show off his strength ,lol. hHAHAAH, then set net for VB, wanted to put the pole but the enqi , jiaen and Andy say ," serious match, don't disturb first" LOL. Cause they playing Basketball then the pole was obstructing the way. Had training.Okay. Spiking improved, servicing still in progress(: Hahhaha, then coach turn junhao and ian 360 gegrees he's very stong la, then swing junhao through and flow.
Went home with Olivia and Jodie. On the way home saw alexis;D never see her for so long already.Known her since primary school , and met her again in y hope(:
Homed at 6 .Yay, got Youth service tomorrow, then got mass cell gathering so happy(:

2010-01-22T07:09:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Today was Boomz, I 'm starting to love 2010.It'a a Good year filled with blessings and joy.Great things like getting to know charamaine ;D, getting less gossip-py, Got a wonderful cell, got to know great people;D. But what i don't like most about 2010 is that C girls are not together! sO UNFAIR!
Anyway, today after school, we had cake(: Girls were touched;D . Then that hello kitty go smash the cocolate cake on my face, so dirty sia, cause is chocolate cake then the impact in my blouse is very ugly, brown colour.Got my revenge but her blouse still remained that same color cause i threw vanilla cak at her. Hahah, later i felt very bored so i decided to smash some cake at the boys. Then, wei qi kena cake smash by jamian than i go smash the cake on jamien's face sorry jamien.then i and weiqi go gang up against tze sian go smash cake on his face, we chased him around the whole level 3.Hahah, then he was cornered got no where no go, but me and weiqi weren't such bad girls so we just wiped the cake on his face.Hahhaha, went to watch training.Played volley with liyana, ice cream, wei qi and Mr tan. Did spiking on the wall, Received coach's spike,Very painful. Watched c girls' match. By 2 , and i ice ream were very hungry. Later ice cream told me something very random. She said when tze sian lift his t-shirt she saw no pac then i was like no comments then she told Debbie and Debbie told him, so ps sia.Hai, then he call us two horny what the.
Had team luch after their training, 6 c boys were waiting for agnes LOL. Joked alot with c girls did some catching up. Saw Charmaine, yeah, our school NB team won against CCK, 0-58, pro or not? Then Agnes started throwing fries at me then hit Jodie so funny.Laughed a lot .home D AT 5.

2010-01-16T23:46:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Shalll blog about friday.The day was okay. The funniest thing that happened was that geok kee,enqi, kingston and me were counting how many times ms chiang could roll her eyes,1 minute=58 blinks.Average blinks in a day=128 0000.HAAHHA. School ended at 12.10. Headed to cafe for lunch with weiqi,olivia and hello kitty.Saw shorty , then he was very unhappy for the fact that i call him shorty.Then that zhi huai thought i calling him, then he down there crap so much.Anyway, he owes me chocolate for accusing me of something i didn't do. Went to agnes's house to get shoes. Woah i and wei qi sneaked inside like some thieves, Played VB, spiking was okay.Had training.At the end of training my hands were very suan cause i did continous receiving= 61+ 79+81+100+=221 .Hai. LOL. Went to 7-eleven and homed at 7.30.

Saturday, had church it was the BOOMZ .
Sunday, had ballet . Later going restaurant cause my uncle won lottery(Lol, i am bragging so much here, sorry)
Bye

L.E.A.S.T

2010-01-09T17:26:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Learned a new acronym from service yesterday
L.ove God with all your heart

E.merge as christlike disciple

A.bide in the word of God

S. erve one another in humility

T. ouch the community with christ's love.
Yesterday's sermon was damn funny talking about positions we have in cell and service. And about body shop. Had Captain Ball game after that. HANDS team colour was green, members were Joel,Caleb ,Wilson,bryson Stella, Wileen,ZhenBing and me. I tell your team ROCKED everyone had teamwork . I tell you Wilson is super tall, he played the role of defender really well.
And joel as goal keeper, and Caleb ,shanice and me playing in the field.The rest of them give moral support.
While playing, that stupid Justin so rough, then scratch my face, then still can laugh. Anyway, we won 2nd place(:YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually, i thought that FOOLz 2 would win cause got all the star players like the two Issacs, like Issac soh and lim . And Tiffany a VB PLAYER FROM bpghs, They were bound to win with all the athletes. But i think they did their best too(: 4TH place ;D After that ate dinner at bpp,JAPANESE FOOD!!!!!!! homed!(BTW, THE DATE HERE IS WRONG, ITS LATER BY A DAY)

2010-01-02T19:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
Went to church yesterday.Announced new cell.So sad HOPE is now
separated.Hai.Anyway, after service, elle tell me,"eh that guy very big size leh', i saw
that guy and said that he was shan lang(you know the dand wo men tong zai yi qi) the wrestler.Elle cannot believe i told her it's true, He's from our church one.Then she say ,"eh let's go ask him why he go make people taijian and ask him for dai yang tian siganature.LOL. He was like staring at us, and laughed. HAHAH, went to new cell.Kind of boring.HOPE still the best(: Hai. School's starting soon.

2009-12-31T18:56:00.000-08:00

Hey,
Went to Andrew's house to get my stuff then dinner.
Had watch night service at church kind of boring. Hahah.
Meet up with cellmates before going to service.On the way to church,Chanced upon bunny, jonathan,matthew and nicholas.Bunny was like over reacting when i told him elle was coming.
Hahah, then service elle was like laughing the whole service, then toffee in front cannot stand it then turn behind and look, his expression damn funny lah.Had countdown. Then when they finished the countdown , elle the phone time still 11.57.Then she was laughing her ass off.
Then when we wanted to get out of the chapel,the stupid Jonathan still want to walk slowly, still want to wish me and other people happy new year. Hai, then i cannot stand it i scold him already. He ask me why you so fierce?Hahah.
Waited at the bus stop for elle's parents. Her parent's fetched me home.Thanks! homed at 1!

2009-12-29T17:49:00.001-08:00

Hello(:.
Had sleepover and barbecue!1 Damn cool!
SLEEPOVER WAS BOOMZ. Reached Andrea's house at 2. Watched movie. Prepared lunch. Played c;uedo and talked stuff. Prepared steamboat, we brought steamboat to the clubhouse so it's like troublesome. Hahaha, when i and elle went to get ice something really funny happened,It started off like this , elle was in a very bad mood so she was like very grumpy when we took the ice. Hahaha, then when we went to the get the ice , we couldn't as the ice as it was very hard we asked the maid but she also said that it was very hard. So we asked Andrea's sec 3 brother to help well, he did. Then when he finished helping he say i very man right then we were like erm...
hahah, then in the end the ice were in blocks so we cracked it into smaller pieces so the ice was alot so i say samuel mouth so big, elle's laugh was contagious so the maid and i also started laughing then i think JJ heard(Samuel and jj are cousins) oops. hahah.Then when the steam boat ended we brought the leftovers up . Hahaha, then i and elle forced JJ to drink the soup. Then elle say to bubbles if your owner never drink the soup you go bite him, okay? Then the dog was like blink,blink. Hahaha, laughed her ass off cause she was Talking to a dog.About 1 hr later , the cell went to do scrapbooks for each other. Damn fun, while the others were doing their stuff in the living room, i and andrea talked in her room.Then the JJ go complain to andrea that i very noisy and force him to drink the soup.Andrea was like she is okay, at least she cares.You should see a noisier girl than her. Hahah, then JJ was like speechless.Okay then he go round checking the scrapbooks for spelling errors, he said i can't stand spelling errors,Then he say who is this person whose"will" never put"l" then i said to him, confirm cannot be me. Then when i see the paper oops its me.Then he laughed until so sarcastic .Then i asked to use his com he allow,then elle very buay song cause when she seat in his chair he scold her, then when i use his computer he allow.hhahaah, had fun looking at his pics.He found out and deleted it.Then , he like crying.Then when he walked past us, we was like," sorry are you going to cry,then he pretend to look sad yeah.Hahah.
Well, the cell had manicure session after that, watched 8 and below. Bubbles woke up and we played wth her , we throw bread and she go catch, damn funny. And she was a damn big golden retriever. Laid out the mattress. Sleet at4.Woke up at 7. Left house at 11.
Went to lot to catch Alvin and the chipmunks.Saw cristine and zhi huai. Left lot at 4.HOMED!

New year, New start

2009-12-19T18:13:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Yesterday went service at g2, i heard some people complaining that rhema was too short ,hahah.
I also want it to be longer. Yesterday's sermon, (no offense) was boring, was playing itouch the whole time until shavinn asked me to stop playing. HAHAH, went to cell after that.
Discussed about the sleepover and barbecue. OMG, nowadays i really hate Sundays before 3.00 don't know why.
Hai, after cell went shopping with mummy and sisters. Bought 2 shorts from cotton on and slippers too (cause my Havanas slippers was stolen by some cheapo people). Shopped till 12 plus then homed.
After this year i am going to miss my cell, no more girls talk and stuff. Cause i will be moving to fool's 2 in fact everyone. Those people from CCK are in my cell.
Barbecue and volleyball training on Monday, sleepover on 22TH,baptism service in church on sat.
So many happenings this holiday. Luckily i almost finish my homework except the English book review and Chinese reading.
" starting to _____________________________ "

God's calling

2009-12-17T18:36:00.000-08:00

Hello,
I wonder if i should join the Creative Arts Ministry Youth(CAMY) ,i have a feeling that God is calling me to play the guitar in CAMY , as CAMY is lack of people. I wonder if i should give up halfway on ballet. I will see after the ballet exams, most likely i will.Such a hard decision, cause i think my passion for ballet is fading. Every time i go ballet lessons, it's only to be chided by that teacher, keep on asking me to quit, she think she's the best . Keeps on saying my mum doesn't care i feeling like shutting her mouth up. So naggy, no wonder at 40 years, still not married. I am feeling 50-50 now.God please give me a vision(:

A deep sense of loss/ A wonderful painting proccess;D

2009-12-17T17:33:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Had painting session for the Christmas Carnival with Andrea, elle,yunying, Jonathan(scrooge), joseph, serene, wenhua and janice.
At 10, i left house to meet Andrea up for lunch, had pepper lunch.Then andrea forgot to bring the most important thing;the banner. Since we had time left, we ate 45 minutes of lunch, and 20 minutes of pedicure for andrea. Bused to her home, was greeted by her dog.Hahahha, saw her youngest brother(sec 3 ) playing DOTA , hahah, heard from Andrea he's the shortest team mate in the basketball team. Lol, since there was no time left, we cab-ed to G2. Luckily, we were not the latest elle was. Started the dirty work,by dipping toilet paper in water and glue.
Well, everyone was working except one lazy bum; joseph. We all asked him why wasn't he working, he said he was giving moral support, then elle was like go be cheerleader then. Hahaha, 2 hours later, serene's boyfriend came(wenhua) , he helped a little while the little lazy bum left. Later when elle and i chatted , we realised we missed rhema and g1 people like bunny, nicholas, eng ming,george/calvinbushy and Jonathan. I wished g1 and g2 wasn't separated, but i knew all these arrangements were done so that God's kingdom could be extended. Well, during the cleaning up, we laughed alot. Getting the mop from the china cleaner was funny, we were like pushing the whole bucket with all our might and elle was laughing alot. DAMN FUNNY. Cleared the whole carpark with thinner woah, it stinged my hand alot as i had scratches from carrying the bucket. Time to go home, was rater worn out by the end of the day.

"For those who have sinned fall short in the glory of God"

Unceasing ; worship, warfare and witness

2009-12-16T07:06:00.000-08:00

Hello,
15/12/09
Met up with cellmates again. Had enthusiastic worship, had workshops and rhema rush.
Rhema rush rocked,(all about DOTA), aim was to hit the frozen throne), we were throwing wet tissues at each other, then i and elle was like disturbing elliot.Gosh, i almost stepped on a poisionous millipede, elliot killed it. Hahaha, elle very funny. Cause got one guy name elvin, keep on aiming at her then she was like super pissed, then she say,"woah, that stupid alvin and the chipmunks, now i don't want to aim anybody but him" ahahahah, she was so funny, called this guy"george bushy", changed and had evening rally.

16/12/12
Met up with cellmates, had workshops and rhema rush. Rhema rush rocked, it was called"amazing race". OMG, w e had to put green camouflage on our faces,so gross. Chiong-ed all the way to west mall. and everybody was like staring at us.hahahah. Finished our station, went back to church to go to the haunted house damn scary, someone will like touch your legs with the glue, then got dolls hanging, the voices in the atmosphere was like a doll singing.OMG, we met up with a ghost and he scared the life out of me!!!!!!!! finally finished. Sat outside to wait for the rest of the team to finished,Talked to elle, shavinn and jonathan about stuff,hahah, later go to a station where we have to touch potato starch and out worms in out hands, the boys in our team were in a bad state they have to let the worms crawl on their faces, ewwwwwwww. Met up with Jonathan they all, credits to him,(help me put the bracelet),hahah, i just realized he knows Jethro, cause he's the same school as him.

Washed up, and had dinner. At evening rally, everyone was filled with adrenaline! Praises was great, sermon was great. Watched the rhema video! Finally it was time to say goodbye, but not yet my friends see you next year(:

Through this conference, i grew deeper in the word of the lord, and made some friends.But i have made a promise to God to share the gospel to all the friends i know by the year 2010, i am sure i can do it!

Unceasing ; worship, warfare and witness

2009-12-15T16:21:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Rhema rocked.
14/12/09
Reached church at 9.30, met up with others, had worship and praise. Later, introduction of the delegates from overseas. I realized that these countries like east timor and others face persecution just because they are Christians.They cannot worship freely. Time for some prayer!
Had 2 workshops and rhema rush, damn fun !!!!! team was called"walang something", The game was called escape the boomz. The game was about getting the items from the other teams unless someone tags. Later when team all stars came, everyone was still attacking each other, i guess we christians should learn to work together when something bad arises, instead of attacking each other. Had dinner, met up with the other boys from "no one else concert", boys like elijah,benedict, jonathan and nicholas. Catched up with them, ahaha, benedict was like running away from elle all the time while the other friends pushed him to her.
Had evening rally. SUPER FUN!!!!THE WHOLE CHURCH WAS LIKE JUMPING!(:. After service, we stayed back to talk to the other people, everyone came to "tau pok" kenneth. I can imagine how painful it was for hime, 7 people on his back. Saw a guy that look familiar, yes he was that super tall guy from hwa chong that came to my school to play volleyball(spiker)(: , i also remembered him from cc2, since pri 3! Talked to him but he sounded like he didn't remember me, but he sounded he was(:

Update soon.

2009-12-15T16:20:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Haven't been updating recently because of Genting and Rhema.Pictures on facebook.

2009-12-10T04:08:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Today had super fun training with assistant coach. hahahah, did skipping ropes, receiving and spiking. After volleyball practice, followed ying qi to buy books(:
Followed her to CCK staion to wait for JingJie . Freak, we waited for him for like 2 hours.Hahah, but the time we spent waiting for him was rather fun. I and cheryl was like looking at people's legs as we chatted,OMG we saw one very jialat leg, one layer tan then the other not. Then cheryl was like my best friend(:
Lol,saw jodie and co. then got this girl named angelica come and asked us to buy charity tickets , jodie , debbie and cheryl did.
After what seem like eterntiy,JingJie finally came. Jessica joined us too. Saw that zhihuai, walao i don't know what's his problem sia, keep on staring. Yeah, we played daidi in mAC. i WAS LIKE THE ONLY DUMB ASS THERE WHO DID NOT KNOW HOW TO PLAY. jingjie taught me but i was still very blur about the instructions. Well, then got one uncla sat we cannot play poker in mac. Yeah then we keep omn shifting until we found a place at foos junction. Played and laughed alot until 5. HOmed(:

2009-12-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
just came back from JB trip, a rather fruitful trip.
Shall elaborate more.
4/12/09
Woke up at 5 , left house at 5.45. Reached school. Meet up with team mates(:
Saw "c" boys. Left Bp, headed for Jb . Reached there had breakfast with ying qi. Went to foon yew(2) for match, did well enough to enter finals.
Check in into hotel, room mates were agnes and jodie(they rocked), changed into home clothes and headed to foon yew(2) once again to support"c"boys".Did rather well to enter the finals.
OMG, there's one super exciting match between fair field and this Malaysia team. And of course i supported Singapore, but the stupid ian tan keeping on saying the malaysia team would win.Hahhaha, but singapore won in the end. 'c' boys had match late at 9, so we had late dinner at kfc. Sat on the same table with weiqi,yingqi, jessica, tse sian and benedict. HAHAHA, everybody bully tse sian give hi m the chicken. Then he finally shouted"i don't eat chicken breast!" everybody was shocked, yeah, we finished and we headed back to our room. Lights out at 12.

5/11/09
At night, it was very scary i heard agnes sleeptalking and couldn't sleep because of the"supernova" story that xin rui told us.Woke up at 7. Went for buffet breakfast, it was alright. Went for foon yew(2) again. Had match, but sadly we lost. nevermind.
Anyway, we watched the 'c'boys match. hhahah, joked with debbie and tiffany, talked lame jokes and called me clown(: and were in the same state as us.
Headed back to hotel. Had debrief. Followed agnes to level 6 to meet coach,even though we were not supposed to go cause it's the boy's level. Went back to hotel room.Played uno. Then jodie******** 4 times and explained how long her**** was. hahaha, then we talking girl talk then suddenly ian call, asking to talk to jodie , then we say later cause we having girl talk. This process was repeated several times until we finally let jodie talk to ian(you should know what this means right?). Slept at 3.
6/11/09
Woke up at 7, but was dragging to get out of bed.Had buffet breakfast again. Had team bonding in liyana's room. ahaha, laughed alot. Saw coach swimming.
Borrowwed irfan wax(strawberry flavour), chacked out at 11.45.Then that stupid ian say i spoil irfan's wax? Then we went to eat buffet lunch.Went shopping for 4 hours. The on the bus, we were looking at each other's passports.Omg,i saw Ian 's passport picture. seriously, he look cute but look a little bit like a Korean faggard .Home at 6.

-The end-

2009-11-27T18:11:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday FAECES
You have been a great friend . You re' one year older , it means you have reached teenhood.Hahaha, you will be facing some obstacles along the way, try to persevere on,"there is always a light at the end of the tunnel"
I MISS THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.
The laughing sessions and i always teased you about you and ____________.
hahaha, that's all i have to say:D
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, PRISSY(HOPEFULLY, I GOT THE DATE CORRECT)

2009-11-25T22:17:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Have been rotting at home alot, except the fact that i have been going ballet lessons continously for 2 weeks. Have Skipped 2 volleyball training sessions and cannot afford to skip another . One more week till Jb trip, 3d 2n and genting trip and rhema.
I can't wait for rhema(unceasing), for the lord above to fill me with his blessings again. Hungry for his word!
This holiday has been packed with outings.
Mum gave me money yesterday to buy my birthday present, a pair of converse sneakers worth 69.90 . Getting iTOUCH,hahaha, so show off:P
I thought i finished my holiday homework, but found another stack of it .
Byebye(:

2009-11-23T17:37:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
i have been eyeing this gadget for a very long time. ahhaha, i pay half of the price while mom pays the other half.

2009-11-22T18:25:00.001-08:00

Hello(:
Shall elaborate about my weekend.
On Saturday, i went service as usual.And had dinner with my father's side family. It was very fun . We got to know each other better.
My 2 sisters, caiying 'and herboyf,jingting and her boyf,aiwen and anxian were sitting on the same table.
Hahah, while caisheng was sitting with the adults like some kind of mama's boy,secondary 3 still like that.No la, cause he was busy chatting with his girlf on the phone then everybody forget about him .
Anyway, the dinner was great. Caiying's boyf(rodney) kept on disturbing my younger sister.Hahaha, he jokingly asked her go and pack the leftover food in the plastic bag.And they both share the same interest. hahah, one very embarrassing thing happened. As the two toilets in the retaurants were located in the different places, i went to the toilets showing the guy's sign. Thinking that the girl's toilet was beside it. HAHAHA, so stupid of me. Then caisheng coincidentally came out of the guy's bathroom and told me the girl's bathroom was the opposite end
Sunday, was BORING.
Monday, its my birthday.HAHAHA, I guess theis date(23/11/1996) was chosen by God to send me into people's life and i think he created me for a very special reason. But most of all he created us so that we can know him,and he loves us cause he delights in loving us.

2009-11-20T03:41:00.000-08:00

Hello :D
Went back to primary school yesterday for primary 6 graduation.What a pity, i missed the concert.
Meet up with clique, headed to BPP and then ate lunch. HAHAH,saw west 'A and E's so called laoda . Lunched and went to library. Headed home. Christine gave me a call to ask if she and carmen could seek shelter in my house as it was raining. Well, i agreed. We watched tvand talked until 5 and they went back home.
Primary school friends meeting me up on Monday to celebrate mt b'day on actua lday, so sweet. Hais, but must wait til 1 cause before that i got ballet lessons.
"RHEMA(UNCEASING) COMING!""GENTING OUTING SOON""U13 COMP. IN JB SOON"

2009-11-18T17:08:00.000-08:00

Hi,
Hahah, saw the trailer of "2012", super scary(like judgment day).
I guess this is a brief description to people on how judgment day will be like only it really happens, it really does.
Time for some life saving!
Went to Dunman high yesterday, their school was very big, but their toilets were very small.
BPGHS vs Cedar girls. With much high hopes, we thought we would win. But i guess the victory goes to Cedar.
After competition , stayed a little longer to see hua yi sec 'b" boys(sec2 and 3) vs Hwa Chong.
But didn't stayed through the whole competition , mrt-ed back to cck with liyana,asyiqin, olivia,weiqi. HAHAHA! The whole trip was rather amusing(:
Reached home at 5.

2009-11-17T00:23:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Volleyball training today was fun at the same time, fun. Had "vigorous training " from 8-9 and friendly match from 10-12. Woah! we shouted "lai wu zhong,ACE" so damn loud!
Da bian told me the scary things about judgment day that really freaked me out!The story goes like this:
A pastor was in his sleep. When God gave him this dream. In his dream he saw his big door, God prompted him to open it. And when he opened the door, inside the room it was full of demons and dead souls . Then there was this man who was a great big liar when he was alive, then the demons keep on forcing him to lie, he had to choice but to lie. As soon as he lied, the demons cut his tongue and a new tongue grew.This process was repeated several times. Then the pastor keep on asking them to stop but no one could could hear him. In the room , across the demons, there was this lake of fire,God said to the Pastor," i am saving this for judgment day". Then the dream ended .

Well, there is another part of the story but its too gross to tell, haahahahaha. Competition tommorow,VS cedar. HAHAHA
BYEBYE(:

2009-11-14T17:49:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Went to service today. Worship was fine. After worship, the R-age had some kind of skit about the upcoming easter musical!I decided to go for"unceasing", instead of "unstoppable".
Had sermon, once again talked about the book of john. The first question Ps ronald asked all the CLs was," what is a mark of a christian?" the answer was LOVE.
The 3 applications
1) reflect the love of God in our lives
2)Grow in our delight to love God
3)Have confidence in God's love
hahha, after hearing all these i guess its time to love my enemies and not bear grudges.
Love them cause we delight in loving them.
After sermon, had cell.
Camwhored with Andrew's Polaroid camera, damn Cool.
In cell, we talked about relationships.
Cell ended, discussed about sleepover and 'unceasing"
I shared sweets and chocolate from australia with cell
Headed home. 3hrs lates a went to sleep cause the night before i exprienced jet lag. I thought that i was still in australia,
later heading to ballet
byebye(:

2009-11-13T20:18:00.001-08:00

Hello,
I must say, The trip to Australia was the BOOMZ.
Let me start from the beginning.
4/1/09
Woke up at 5 a.m, left house at six. Reached airport at 6.45 am.
Reached terminal 3, very big, a lot of good facilities. Checked in luggage's, ate breakfast at McDonald's.
Time for departure, flight SQ223.
Very BIG . Watched "up" and " The hangover". Played games and ate lunch.
The program for the 8 days was these
-Farm stay
-shopping
-beach
-Perth mint
-Fremantle
-Bussleton
-donbrough
-Chocolate Factory
-bought souvenirs for friends in s'pore

Reached s'pore on 13 november 10.00pm , the flight from singapore to perth very bumpy. The wind direction was like going the opposite direction of the plane. Thank God for journey mercy!
Reached Airport! OMG, saw stupid Benedict soon, his school very funny do amazing race in airport?
Pictures will be uploaded on Facebook.

2009-11-01T17:17:00.000-08:00

Hello,
Australia trip in 2 days. Going for 9 days.
Then a month later its off to Malaysia for volleyball championships.
After that going to"Rhema Conference"
Later, its off to Genting for 3D,2N with Mother's family.
This holiday, is going to be a very busy one, filled with ballet classes and volleyball trainings.
Despite the busy schedule, i still must evaluate what i have done for the past year.
Many things have happened. I realized that some people have hated me since the start of the year and they acted that they liked me. Well, looks like i have not been acting like a child of God. It's hard to act like one, but i know i got God in me. TRY.TRY.TRY. its the best that i can do. But remember God created us so that, We can be kbown by God and Know God. Despite the 4Ps(eva taught cristine and cristine taught me) , People,Persecution,Peer and Pressure, I KNOW I CAN PRESS ON TILL PRESS ON TILL JUGEMENT DAY COMES(:
BYEBYE(:

2009-10-24T17:58:00.000-07:00

Hello,
I wont be posting till i come back from Australia(Perth), will be back souvenirs, and not to forget pictures.
Got 2 camps to choose, which one will it be?
love,j

2009-10-18T19:47:00.000-07:00

I will let the pictures do the talking.
Cell outing,17/10/09

2009-10-16T19:41:00.001-07:00

Hello(:,
This month , october has been very eventful for me.
This week, a very ___________ happened, but i believe through God's grace, he will come back up again.
Thursday, went to vision night with , Cristine, Jonas, Zhihuai(if i remembered his name correctly), Eva, Alexis,yihPeng Zhengyang and Eugene.
After Vison Night, bused to Bukit Panjang Plaza for dinner, backed home at 8.45.
When i got home , Grands were already home. They were staying at our house, permantly.
Great! i miss them alot.
When i turned on the computer, i got the saddest news.
Nevermind, i believe that God will touch_________________ again.
Friday, went to collect phone at IMM, met up with Cristine , Eugene and Eugene's friend.
Talked at Food Junction .
LOL! Cristine started "singing","eugene is stupid, eugene is stupid".
Then eugene started saying,"Cristine is so fat, need go CCK stadium excercise", i laughed like mad.
Then got this uncle behind us, bend down to clear the drain, he stay there damn long,i was like if he stand up then his back will break, then never.
Said,byebye(:
Followed Cristine to Ntuc,then went home.
On the way, received a message from cristine, asking me to be careful. She damn caring luhh.

Homed at 5.
with luv,
J

2009-10-11T23:42:00.000-07:00

testing(:

2009-10-10T18:36:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Had an eventful day yesterday.

Went to church with jinyi. She told me something that someone said to her.It was untrue, i had the right to hate the person but i chose to love her cause she is worth it.That's what the bible taught me.

Had service.

Announcements, we saw a video of people in the kazahstan reaching out to God and how God is doing his works there.

Had sermon, talked about the book of john, once again.

Titled:Love one another-1 john :11-24-

-If you are a child of God you will love your enemies.

-If you love God, and someone makes you feel offended, the way to deal with them is to love them.

How should we love one another?

love willingly-to know in our hearts that it is worth it

Love selflessly-excersice endless forgiveness.

-eg christ died for us cause we are worth it

-God's love for us will never change

- We must love our friends as they are worth loving.

Had cell after sermon , made exam packs for 2 of our friends(still deciding who to give)

this is how it looks like(picture on top).

This is what it says

Message from andrea-Dear jacinth,thank you for hungering and running after God.May his grace, love and peace be with you.Know that you are nade to be salt and light.Even as you begin a Godyessy , know that his grace is more than sufficient!love, andrea.

Message from serene-hello jacinth!all the best for the exams!although its tough in exams don give up okay?"i can do everything through him who gives me strength" gambatte jacinth(:!love, serene.

Message from karina-As you are doing well in your CCA, DO WELL IN YOUR STUDIES TOOO!

The rest of the evening was boring.

byebye(:

2009-10-08T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Not posting lately cause of the exams.
Many things have happened recently, i rather not talk about it, its not pleasant to remember.
Despite these series of events that happened recently, i still have God no matter what happens.
Monday- Went Home Straight after school.
Tuesday-Went Home Straight after school.
Wednesday-Went Home Straight after school.
Thursday-Outing with Cristine and Jes.
Today, i somehow got bashed by someone.But its not my fault, seriously.
He came overturning my table first, i gently smacked him. And he came pushing me against the Noticeboard. Damn painful.
I thought that i will cry, But i didn't.
Many people thought that it was my fault by trying my luck and making him pissed, but it is not.
Well, i don t care . Shall concentrate on my studies now.
Good luck for the exams! You can do it if you want to!(:

2009-10-03T18:12:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Moon cake festival yesterday.
Went service.Sermon was great, study about first john.
Talked about the sinfulness of sin.
Everybody sins.
God says it is okay to sun,But the sin cannot be repeated.
Had Cell, Jonjoe,jessice leong and kah sheng 's cell take our room.
Then no place to have cell.
Serene(cell leader) said that we study at the cafeteria, then everybody was like complaining why like that?Like that no privacy?Never mind. In the end we settled for the room the girls slept in during youth camp.
Joked and laughed. Played the "what if" game.
Jeraldine and adler came into our cell and talked about the study packs the boys and girls cell gonna make for our classmates.
Then we talked about guys wearing skinny jeans who look gay.e.g yongjian.
Guys who wear hairbands e.g yongjian and adler.

Went to Grand's house .
Went to labrador park for the celebrations.
The best celebration yet.

BYEBYE,
God bless,

2009-09-26T17:40:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Service yesterday was very meaningful.
Sermon seriously touched me yesterday, we studied the book of john.
Pastor taught as about how we can see a child's behaviour and see how his parents teach him, kind of creepy right?
I think its the same for us christians. People can see us a child of God by the way we behave.Then we should live as children of God.
When judgement day comes will us christians be ashamed when we meet God face to face?Cause some people will be ashamed to face God cause they hadnt been living their lives as children of God.
Learnt another thing-God's love is unconditional,even when the whole world does not love you God will still love you.

"God's children pursue the righteousness of God".1 john 3"2-3

Pastor asked those who wanted their lives to be renewed and were not living their lives as Children of God, to come to altar for their lives to be restored.
I went for it, cause i know that when I meet God face to face, i will be ashamed to face him, cause i ahev done too many things to break his heart.

Had ceell, Talked about judgement day . I popped alot of quesions, cause its very interesting.
Many of my friends were scared that their friends, family and relatives will stay on earth to experience the plague.(too complicated to explain further). I pray for my friends who arent christian yet, cause i have sown the seeds in their heart, its God work now to move them.

with love,j

2009-09-25T16:19:00.000-07:00

Hello again,
Shall elaborate what happened yesterday,Friday 24/09/09.
At 12.25, Miss koh came and fetch us early for the oral,English was super easy.
During the waiting period, i prayed for wisdom and help during the oral,Praise God!
Chinese oral was kind of hard as i had to take the "priority" passage as i had CCA after oral.
The passage was express standard, i had a hard time reading those words.Thanked God my oral examiner was Sergeant Neo . My own chinese teacher, so he would understand my standard better than anybody.
Conversation was easy.
Walked to indoor sports hall put down my bag, had lunch.
Saw stupid kington and binghong . Started to look into the Indoor sports hall and started saying,"No chiobu to see, to b***b* to see." I mean like what has happened to this world. Is the whole only caring about beautiful faces but not character?Is beauty that important? I will leave the answer to you to decide.

Had some sort of team lunch.
Returned back IDSH for training.
We ate in the hall then Rojak was like ,"wah.got food!i hungry!" then i was like "you eat already still want to eat."then he said"8 packets of sushi only."
I was like,OMG,eat so much still hungry, PIG.:"
He was like repeat that again, i was like"pig pig pig pig pig pig".
He said later training you watch out.
Okay, i called him pig, when he was training "b" girls then he used the volleyball to hit me , but as i was at the edge of the podium it missed me but, i lost my balance and my butt hit the edge of the seats, it hurt BIG time . Now i seriously understand what is the real meaning of saying Grace before you do anything except breathing.

Well i earned my"gift", i was made to dash 2 rounds extra, while the team half ran and half dashed 10 rounds.
Rojak see me not tired, he not happy.
Had serious shuttle runs, star jumps, porpiec, duck walk, standing broad jump,ETC.
Cause i just took my lunch, i could not take it and wanted to vomit . Then i asked Rojak to let me go toilet, don allow.Wlao, he damn ass. But in the end i don care about him and just dashed out and vommited in the toilet.

Did servicing, improved.
Had mini match, teamed up with weiqi.
Our Legacy was" Its okay,Its alright, its just a game".
We won2 times out of 3.
Had debrief at 6.15.
Went home at 6.30.
Bused home

"I know there is a person out there who is not happy with me going to Malaysia, my answer to her is I know i am not good at volley, but my attendance is good.I shall ignore you laughs whenever i do minor mistakes, cause other people are not laughing while you are, dont you find it ridiculous? I shall not let you discourage me from pursuing my goal. You think you are very good, in almost everything while everybody is wrong. Nobody is perfect. Yes, your volleyball has improved ,I rejoice with you . But i will improve MORE. Leaving me out in games aint working, All your methods aint working on me,i have seen enough, i am immune to it".

meanwhile gonna be
M.I.A for the exams, meanwhile, keep my tagboard alive.
Picture with teamates(not al)

2009-09-23T01:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday,LAUGHING PARTNERZX a.k.a CAMY

Hello darling,
Happy Birthday. Thirteen is not a big number but it means that you have matured in your thinking and you one year wiser.
You have been a cheerful sunshine in my life. Not to forget a great blessing too. Continue to be the hyperactive girl you are. You are much loved.
Sorry for the wrong things i have done you in the past.

WITH MUCH BLESSINGS AND LOVE,
J

2009-09-19T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Today went YHOPE church,their church super enthusiastic.
Met jinyi outside BPP, bused to lot, met jonas.
Went to KFC to , meet eugene and others.
Slacked to KFC for about 45 minutes then take 190 to cuppage.
Gosh!Got so many people BP go yhope.
Met cristine from bpghs 3a.
Had service , super enthusiastic.The young people were like"YEAH,WHOA,WOOO".
Had communion and sermon.Saw jinyi;s "enemy"

After service, went to eat at foodcourt with eugene,jonas,jinyi and jiaen(OMG, IT IS JIA MING'S SEC4 BROTHER).
Hahaha, then we all were like laughing at this guy who was supposed to slap himself 20 times to get this food?Then end up the fork drop in the egg yolk so gross,ate finish.
Talked about pamela?HAHAAHHAH!Everybody eat finish except me, then they say i eat slow cause i volley player?(no link)

Played daidi, i and jinyi didnt.
Went back home cause jinyi mom keep on nagging to go home, so noisy.
End up we in a rush take the wrong direction of 190.
Lucky cristine called us in time to tell us, if nto we have to take one long round.
Stopped outside dhouby ghaut.
Managed to get home with the help of signboards.

The whole mrt trip i and jinyi was like crapping.
Talking about the fake"jiashengs",phua chu kang.
Until a guy beside us call us siao, i think he is the one that is crazy,talking to himself/book.

HOMED AT 5

withLove,J

2009-09-18T17:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , DEAREST PEANUT(:

Heyyy:D
Happy 13th birthday, matured already.
You are a great blessing in my life,a God-send friend.
Even though we have some unhappiness with each other sometimes, i would like to apologize for any wrong i have done you.

If you need anybody,WEPBJC, will always be there for you.

With much blessings and love,
J

2009-09-17T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
School was alright today. Except after recess .
Stupid chenxing smack me , than i smack him back.
Gosh i swear he smack damn hard, then stupid jonas still can laugh like there was no tommorow.
During recess, i was SILENT, i very tired. Then everyone thought i emo-ing, like what the .Some people said i emo-ed cause i lost my virginity to ian,WT* . Crap luhh. No sense =.=

During MT read damn funny, the hamburger teacher was like counting "yi , er..." for us to keep quiet, than the back of the hall helped her to continue "san, si..." HAHAH. She was like "who is counting for me?" then the back replied"uS"
she was speechless

" Sometimes, i feel that life sucks but, i know this is part of God's plan and will".

2009-09-12T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Cell was super fun today, played what if where we need to write on a piece of paper like what if-insertquestionhere- then one of it was super funny. What if mark lee have no pimples than the weirdest answer was "boys will have to wear bra"OMG we laughed our asses off manzx.Here is the encouragement card for me.The pics are below.OMG we 'C' girls can go malaysia. But coach lied to us, we all along can go malaysia one he want us to fight for our chance that's why he lied.Reason acceptable.
i WILL let the pictures do the talking

BYEBYE(:

2009-09-10T18:34:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Had vigorous training yesterday 8-5.
Hai, what to do?Must train hard to go for under 15 cup in Malaysia.
Had friendly with yuhua secondary sec. "c " girls, had a tie.
But had to agree they are rather Cocky.
I seriously disappointed coach yesterday, he asked me to play sub-set in the court, but i rejected his offer cause i had no confidence in myself.
OMG, i saw Kokyuan in NPCC,looked so blur,LOL.

Lunch-ed at lot, had team lunch.

Training till 5. Met camy. She cut fringe, so pretty(:
Walk-ed to lot 1 . Bused home

Bye(;

2009-09-08T20:59:00.000-07:00

ilovethem(:

2009-09-08T20:33:00.001-07:00

Hello(:
Not studying here.I've got to motivation to study.
This September holidays i have been reflecting on my life the past 9 months.GOSH, i have been really been a bad and mean girl. E.G
1)Gossiping
2)lying
3)hurling vulgarities
4)being rude to parents
5)pissing people off
The list just goes on and on and on.
I really want to change, its gonna be EXTREME hard . Have to learn then, no choice unless i want the whole wide world to hate which i dont want. CHANGE,CHANGE, CHANGE. Sounds simple,but hard to put it into action.

The main reason why i want to change is because i watched this show "mean girls", it shows how this clique gossip about each other and they end up getting the whole school mad at them. I learnt this"Calling someone ugly, doesnt make you prettier, Calling someone dumb doesnt make you smarter."
WE are not perfect beings,to err is human.

"I need to repent, i want to start life again"
"I am forgiven of my sins, cause of his big sacrifice".

With much love,J

2009-09-08T00:04:00.000-07:00

Hello:D
Short post:
HOLIDAYS and it sucks big time.
Studying and mugging hard for EOYs.
Volleyball trainings(lovin'it).

loves.

2009-09-05T19:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO(;
Sermon yesterday was some how horny.
Ps Ronald was like preaching about the study of first john.
This is what he said, first before he started
" turn to the person next to you and say i feel like kissing you"
everybody was like "ewwwwww". Although he didnt mean it that way.
Talked, told stories,
Then he said that,"Christian life is nto a playground, its a battleground(spritually)"
started talking about when we are believers of christ , we should reject worldliness.
Then he showed us this slide, worldliness=>CRAVING.
Then he said that everybody hes a craving. He says that he craves for magnum.Woah then his expression to describe how tasty is the magnum a little overdo, he speak until his whole face red.

Then he said everybody in this whole craves for sex, then he said " everybody say sex is good" only yong jian the pink shirt guy say, Ps Ronald suan him all the way. DAMN FUNNY.
Then go on say that " don get me wrong, sex is good, but it becomes bad/sinful when it turns to lust".
I understood.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BYEBYE(:

2009-09-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

Random Post;
64 DAYS TILL TRIP TO PERTH; STAYING THERE FOR TWO WEEKS, GOING THERE BY SQQ
HAHAHAHH. A LITTLE SHOW OFF HERE, EH.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-09-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hello(:,
My day today starts the same as usual, just that it was shorter.
After school, went to computer lab. Did podcast, laughed. We were all efficient enough
to finish it within a day(Credits to all in Weiching's group:D)
Some people in the computer lab was rather noisy.
Patrice very daring, she dare shout at them.LOL
Before we left we heard Nan yong's podcast project group playing "Silent Night", which sounded more like a melancholy tune, the tunes you play in a funeral.
OMG,then Jamian burped super loud.
As Enqi and Camy left the lab , the laughed profusely, i think its about the nan yong thing.
Rushed to volley, woah i don even have time to eat.
Stuffed the good inside my mouth like a glutton.
Training started
Did some "cat and mouse game" to warm ourselves up.
Did ballwork .STUPPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDD TIAN CAI,GODLEE ROJAK .
He purposely throw the ball so low, want me to dive, surprisingly my diving was qutite good(BHB) but it cant be compared to agnes ng one. WOAH, then i use my knee to hit the ball damn pro, made the whole team laugh.
Did spiking, can jump and hit the ball but got one flaw, wrong footwork.(Too many extra foot steps)
Practised jumping to touch the so called tapes must jump spike and touch it(almost, i jump damn high already, must admit that i must groww)
BREAKED,service.
My service improved by leaps and bounds cause of MR MATTHEW TAN, cause at first i cannot serve over one than he teach me the method.HE ROCKZXC
DEBRIEF, coach tell us we ahve to earn ten stars to go to malaysia,the stars will be earned to how we perform each training.

After the debrief, need to pack super fast cause the uncle keep on saying"kuai dian hui jia"
bused back to CCK interchange, too tired
Iswear i am very stupidddddd, want to take 190 also take on the wtong queue than have to take thE long way into ,LOT1

HOMED AT LAST;

goodnight(:

2009-08-31T21:19:00.000-07:00

HELLO(: TESTING POST

2009-08-31T01:12:00.000-07:00

Hello again,
TODAY WAS FUN;D
LRT-ed to school with camy.
Met up with the others at MRT control station, had to wait a little longer cause someone was late.
Bused to school , reached school.
Woah the class was damn noisy.
Went outside of class , crapped, sang, laughed with clique(:
Walked to assembly ground. Had assembly.
Went to the hall for ACES day(boring), Although i enjoyed the music and "hitting butts" game.
Had recess after that. Something happened during recess, prefer not to talk about it. I am not trying to take sides here but,At first why did the one c people come outside the class and bang window, if not for them, that event would not have happened.
Had teacher's day celebration, went for CIP .
CIP was the best, through collecting the newspapers i learnt a lot of things like =>
1) WE have to work hard now,in order not be like "garang guni" in the future.And i think that is what our parents are trying to tell us.(me and kingston both agreed on that)
2)i saw that the whole class worked together to collect i think like 450 kg/g of newspaper and clothes(although some people donated some "unwanted items" , we still appreciate them)

After CIP, Walked to LOT 1, met anne-marie and adora.
Went back to IJ, saw the alumini of 2008.
They changed drastically.
Saw the teachers, went to miss ho 's class.
OMG, there is this girl called elaine tan who looks exactly like jocelyn
Saw my dear faeces , carmen, christine, celeste, ying quaN.
Took pictures, saw teachers and bused home.

Reahed home.
To my horror, jessica (my sister) and CO. was home.
Vivian chan was like sleeping in my bed, and i swear(although i am not allowed to) the room stank of smelly socks.
Ate lunch, and currently using compuer. i learnt this quote today " take control of your life, your future is in your hands".

xoxo;

2009-08-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

Hey,
First post on my blog credits to my dear,Camy
Woah, weekens has passed so fast.
On saturday went to volleyball training , on the way there saw my classmate and his friend
on the way to service.Rushed to school, got soem construction works on the road.
So troublesome.
Had some vigorous training for hour plus.Coach came .Wlao he damn what , He eat in front of us.
After training, chiong-ed to the bathroom to "bathe" .Hahah, i bathe cause it is a little unhygienic not to bathe when you are smelly and sweaty.
Waited for 300, lazy to walk(no time), Asyiqin told us on the bus that Coach gave us till end of september holidays to improve ur basics if not we will not be going to Under thirteen minute cup.Jiayou 'C' GIRLS
Reached church, just in time.
When i enter the service hall, woah everyon was looking at me cause like wearing jersey and skirt.
Sang,annoucements and had sermon.
Had to agree that pastor Ronald is a good speaker, hilarious too.
Had altar call.Didnt attend cell cause i was going to this hotel to eat dinner.Aunt from perth treated our family.
OMG,i found out that my sousin, mark had dropped his two front teeth.LOL
Seriously, i cant understand his accent.
Dinner-ed, went home with a bloated stomach.
Sunday, slack-ed at home, did millions, lunch-ed and went for dance(cant believe it, uh)
Later going to aunt 's house for gathering.

With love,Xoxo;